From the Soul

I can’t be more alive

You start dying slowly If you do not travel, If you do not read, If you do not listen to the sounds of life, If you do not appreciate yourself. You start dying slowly When you kill your self-esteem; When you do not let others help you. You start dying slowly If you become a slave of your habits, Walking everyday on the same paths… If you do not change

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Chaos of excess

Moving time exposes … the junk accumulated in the nooks and crannies of the flat. I feel anxious about opening yet another cupboard. I feel like walking out, closing the door behind me and not returning to this excess of stuff. I’m in a place of chaos and I’m overwhelmed with terror. I feel like I’m in a stable of Augias. And I don’t yet know that sweeping needs to

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Hourglass of life

The photograph shows a silver coin offered by the Gdansk Mint. Gdańsk – the place of my birth. And I was looking for a picture of an hourglass in the Internet resources. A November morning. Still wrapped in the grey of dawn. Like a shawl protecting from the chill of the autumn aura. The smell of coffee and cardamom brightens my eyes. I pick up magnets from the fridge. Traces

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I release … myself

The soul often talks to me. And although I don’t always want it to speak to me, I know I need it. The more difficult the conversation with the Soul, the more I need it. Since I discovered this I have stopped drowning her out. How have I done it so far? With lots of activities: work, meetings, books, films … And the conditions for talking to the Soul are

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Where is Julia [hulia].

I was talking to my mother on the phone today. She asked: “Do you miss?” I hesitated for a moment. “No,” I replied. “I don’t”. I feel at home. Although that’s not surprising, because I actually feel that way everywhere. Wherever I start life, I am able to create a nest in which I feel very comfortable. In Tenerife, I don’t seem to have a nest yet. Because I have

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Meeting myself in Spanish version

There are times in my life when I do things that are not entirely my own doing. I feel that my move to Tenerife falls into this category. Firstly, I am led by my Soul. I follow it with an openness to the new and unknown. Secondly, I get the impression that the current location of my life is absolutely not accidental. Today I experienced the encounter of a Spanish

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